I... Need... To... Fall... Asleep...

I need to fall asleep but I can't. So damn "pik-chik".

pik-chik (Hokkien) = in a situation where you feel lost and don't know what to do; feeling suffocated

I tried not sleeping at all, staying awake for nearly 24 hours yesterday. Then I was so happy when I felt sleepy at 8pm, thinking I can finally change my sleeping time back to normal. However, the joy didn't last long... coz I woke up at 5 to 12am, meaning 11.55pm. -_-

When I woke up, the room was pitch black coz the curtain was drawn in my room and it is the blackout type. I tried to make out what time it was in the dark but I couldn't. All I could hear were the cars outside and Boy's gentle snores. I was hoping with all my might that it is already next morning but I guess my might wasn't too strong coz it was technically still the same day I slept. Sigh...

Gotta wake up by noon tomorrow coz I have an appointment with the dermatologist, so I gotta find a way to drift off to sleep. Will probably read. Makes my eyes tired and I'll feel sleepy. Sometimes I get carried away though, when I'm too into the book and refuse to put it down or in the case of e-books, refuse to turn off the player. Oh wellz, I'll surf the net then. Haven't done that for some time now. Let's get surfing, baybeh...